Another in a string of rainy days. I seem to be twice as productive when it rains. I dunno. I think it's the grey that reminds me of the nights. Being in Vancouver, I'm locked in for 8 months of this. I'll make use of it somehow.

Got an e-mail from ******* a few days ago. I've been pondering on it. Wondering if I made mistakes but not regretting anything. We've both got shit to do. I know that. If anything, it's motivated me to become whole and not settle for halfway. I've been halfway for the past 2 years. I've forgotten what risk is. What living is. Time for me to ride it again. I'm talking to myself aren't I? Give me half an ear.